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050106

AHHH ! FINALLY ! INTERNET'S GOOD ALR !
today was funnnn.
our mascots,
spongebob and patrick ?
errrr, yeah, whtevr.
super cute.
and we won !
yay.
that's ALCOR man.
whtevr.
these are the updates :

040106
ahhhhhh. it’s like, the very first day of skul, for me.
last night was a terrible night.
was still sick,
didnt on the aircon,
so it was uber stuffy.
woke up, feeling giddy.
when i left home,
jo and ls alr boarded the bus.
so, i had t go ALONE.
met jo ls and yx.
walked t skul,
boy was thr a bunch of unfamiliar faces.
i saw amanda, ex nanyang,
another one, and another one.
im in this dont knw wht wht ALCOR 3.
got clan then got group.
messy like wht the heck.
and i was uber shocked whn i saw him thr.
=x
day turned out quite alrt,
met friends like zhiqi and sherine ?
i think so lah huh.
OGLs were nice and friendly.
everything quite alrt except im stil sick the whole freakn day.
anyhows, im ending here. SNIFFLE, tata.

030106
ahhhh. was supposed t head down t skul tday.
but, i was siccckkkkkk.
bloody sick.
woke up in the morning,
temp at 38.2deg celsius.
burning hot.
whtevr, feeling sick the whole day.
oh wells,
tata.

010106
HAPPY NEW YEAR T ALL.
it’s the start of the new year,
it means t throw all the unhappy things behind !
(:
and tht’s hw 2005 ended. ):
imma miss it. ):
and im having a bad sore throat. uhhhhh.

311205
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING. LOVE YA.
woohoo. last day of 2005.
woke up in the noon,
watched vcd,
got changed round 4.
left for cityhall.
met up with yunxin and sab.
steffi came in a while.
ed came and join us too.
went t yoshinoya.
had smth light.
mich and bert came.
walked arnd,
eunice and zhenai came.
we walked t esplanade,
found a nice spot and sat thr.
chatted, ate junk food, crapped.
was really fun.
we decided it was still early and left t marina square.
walked arnd thr.
had smth t eat thr cos i was starving.
kianwee and daiyi came joining us.
saw lynette at anderson’s.
kianwee and daiyi left.
we walked t marina bay thr i think.
not sure whr also.
had a hard time digging out chris pang and kean frm the crowd.
and fuck, my heels was full of mud.
as in we were walking in mud.
heels kept bloody sinking in the mud.
wht the fcuk lahh.
michelle and i got so bloody pissed.
thr werent much t do too.
splitted up cos some of us wanted t get drinks.
found the rest sitting by the kerb.
stoned thr a while,
11.57 and everyone rushed forward.
we jst went along with the crowd.
the fireworks started.
it was REAL nice.
bert carried mich all the way t his shoulders.
that’s good. cos she was my photographer.
perfect view.
the vid might be up in orangeous.
screaming our lungs out.
am having a sore throat nw. ):
ahhhhh, hw many yrs havent i seen fireworks lahhh.
jst some part tht’s missing,
while watching. (:
and, THE PLACE WAS UBER CROWDED.
we walked out of the place,
and t the opposite,
whn yunxin steffi eunice and zhenai went missing.
damn, you could even feel the busy networks,
and the burning lines.
hahahaha.
waikean got lost too. ahahahhaha.
walked all the way t cityhall mrt,
wtf, super crowded lahh.
was with mich bert chris pang waikean.
waited for the lost ones t come.
all walked t cine.
wtf, it was a bloody long walk.
walked for almost one hour ? i dont knw.
legs aching, super muddy.
reached cine arnd 2.30am.
thr werent much t do at cine too.
fred came,
left in a cab home at arnd 3.15am.
went home and slept.

301205
the second last day of 2005.
the year had been a blast.
reminiscing now,
only brings back those,
memories,
of good and the bad.
sometimes it’s good t think back abt your life.
many things happened this year,
from broken r/s,
performances,
quarrels,
conflicts,
cryings,
much treasured friendships and school,
t the big ‘O’.
jeez, all tht bringing so much emotions.
though im finally leaving queenstown,
it’ll definitely have a place in my heart.
a mere four years.
i’ll definitely take a while t recover.
SIGH.
slept for half the day alr.
had lunch and watched vcd.
the singtel guy came and fixed the com.
but, wtf. it’s still not fixed.
anyway, went t gym after lunch.
was feeling giddy while on treadmill,
but didnt really bother.
spent couple of hours thr before leaving.
a lot of people, so didnt really have the mood t do anything.
was msging terence the whole time.
super funny that guy. (:
anyway, came home and had dinner,
watched tv.
not sure whr t go tmr.
with primary skul mates,
or mich and gang,
or terence and his friends.
):

is it sympathy,
tht this is actually happening.
i dont want it t be purely out of sympathy.
you said my feelings t you were like mine t his.
and tht your situation was similar t his.
thn you turn everything arnd,
saying tht you could accept me.
tell me this is a lie,
not.

271205-291205
woke up at 9.30am.
prepared for chalet stuffs.
cooked porridge for lunch.
was a lil sick in the stomach.
visited the clinic, got my med.
ate once after lunch.
got mike t come over my hse.
helped me carry some stuffs.
took 100 t kallang.
took a cab with efendy t ecp.
checked in and the lady fooled me.
tsk.
thr werent much t do after unpacking the stuffs.
hoehan and ivan joined us shortly.
we left for canoeing.
it was fun. it was nice they didnt capsize my canoe.
but ivan still got me down the sea.
booked the bbq pit, which bloody costs $19 for God Knows What.
walked uber far tryna look for the lost kids.
michelle robert and yunxin.
started the fire. it was jst perfect.
drizzle didnt stop us from bbq-ing.
sehao jieqin alwin sam and henry came.
chris pang and waikean came later.
we jst talked outside the chalet,
chris and friends and mich and friends.
bathed and all of us got upstairs.
chris and friends left.
drank, crapped, slept.
didnt really sleep but only a little,
mich bert and yunxin were downstairs,
and i had t sleep since i have t entertain more people the next day.
went upstairs and found a place next t mike.
the guys all fell asleep.
morning left for breakfast with mich bert and yunxin at mac’s,
before gg back cos the girls and bert needed some sleep,
for they havent slept the entire night.
they left as soon as aloy reynold and daniel came.
they went biking a while before we all went canoeing.
yeah, again.
but, they were really mean.
got capsized.
all so violent lah, wth.
went back and renfred came joining us.
then dan loy and rey went biking.
went walking round and round with fred.
was walking back whn got tailed by alex and bin
got em wet with ice water. heh heh.
four of us walked t mac’s for smth t eat.
my earring got lost halfway.
hiongbin lah !!
the left side was gone. long gone ):
dont knw whr i dropped it too.
but hiongbin was nice and bought a pair for me.
we walked back again, meeting the 3 bikers on the way
went back and soon started the bbq.
ame was having chalet too.
she came and took her lil pouch.
the food was real nice. better than yesterday.
all thanks t our great cook – hiongbin.
as promised, 2 chicken wings for alex. fwahahahhaa.
he was so toucheddddd. rgt alex ? :D
went t 7eleven with fred t buy some alcohol.
bought a bottle for ame too.
went t her chalet t chill.
got real emotional.
not sure why, but must be the liquor. (:
gymnasts were all great.
all showering me with great care ! fwahahhahaa. (:
that’s wht makes me love the gymnasts,
them having a real special place in mah heart.
spent the night drinking.
the guys had a hard time opening the wine bottle.
loy got drunk. real drunk.
spouting nonsense all the way.
alex and hiongbin left.
nic and songyong came.
nic and songyong left.
i ‘pakah’ with fred.
told him t go back and tell loy rey and dan i went missing.
ahahhaha. they all fell for it.
they thought i was angry for them capsizing my canoe.
we played the hand game.
super fun. ahahahhaa.
all got tired and slept at i dont knw wht time too.
i woke up round 7.30am.
showered, since i havent done so since the previous day.
had instant noodles for breakfast. (:
went t ame’s chalet.
i got tired and slept with her.
since the bed thr’s cleaner.
super uncomfortable, with terence on one side and pissed ame on the other.
but jst slept.
was woken up by dan’s call saying tht they were leaving.
went over.
packed some stuffs up and checked out with fred.
went home in a cab.
am gg sleeping now. FINALLY. ciao.

clueless t wht im doing,
our paths crossing agn,
knowing it’s the turning pt of your life.
all of those may be wrong,
maybe she is ‘the one’,
my appearance only caused feelings t stir.
i dont want t jst be the next girl,
neither do i have the honour t be the first.
watch me cry umpteen times
not jst for your sympathy.
the night was a craze,
both for you and i.
heard stuffs tht i didnt want t.
but you stood right by me,
wht more can i ask for more.
with my disappearance,
would your life be the same as before,
would she still be the only girl in your mind.
tell me all these arent jst fantasies.
my mind tells me another.

261205
tday woke up real early.
was actually meeting darling t go shop for chalet stuffs.
but she had wedding dinner that night t attend.
so i left with mummy t buy the food and all.
went all the way t holland.
things werent that ex.
went home and did some preparations.
went out for dinner at this jap restaurant.
at harbourfront.
that’s bout all.

251205
MERRY CHRISTMAS !! (x
i spent my christmas with relatives.
had turkey and all,
drank,
ordered pizza for dinner.
nth much though.
and that’s how i spent my christmas (:

241205
ahhhhhhh. xmas eve.
woke up feeling giddy and all.
changed and met cous,
headed t town,
in the damn rain.
of all days.
ughhh.
walked round taka,
got smth t eat,
cos we were starving.
cabbed t fep.
saw elgene, saw ame.
bought a bag, bought a belt.
saw a gymnast at cine.
forgot her name.
took a bus t holland.
makan-ed thr.
went drinking at eskibar.
got a balloon from the guy.
saw lingxiang.
saw qtss kid.
tsk.
left for cousin’s place.
that’s all !
MY GOD DAMN COM NEEDS FIXING.

i tried t erase all that,
all of that from my memory,
apparingly im not good at that.
the thoughts-
they race in my mind round and round
round a never-ending course.
my mind whirls
i let it all out,
crying in the shower so you wouldnt know.

231205
woke up round 1 plus noon.
hahahahhaa. showered and cabbed t horizon towers.
bbq thr with mich and friends, bert, chris and friends.
i was early. hmmm. waited before mich and bert came.
passed the people the gifts,
elgene and pang werent thr.
fred came and he drove me t great world.
got a ride in his bike.
it was fun ! ahahhahaa.
werent any movies.
so we decided t head t east coast park,
govt’s taking away ecp.
how mean.
breathing the last few breaths of ecp.
ahahhahaha.
left round 11 plus,
fred was nice and drove me round town,
joining the crowd and looking here and thr.
jst from the bike.
and he was nice agn and sent me back.
thanks bro. ((:

221205
woke up real early tday,
took a straight bus t harbourfront.
waited for cousin for what took like eternity,
met her and her friends,
a bunch of guys,
still recalling some of them,
uhhhhh, boyuan lester guangliang alex terence tan/lim
ahahhaha, that’s all i can rmb.
had fun though it was drizzling the whole day.
played volleyball and hands still hurting.
met a friend’s friend called yvonne.
future skul mate !
unexpected.
3 of us girls went showering round 5 plus,
since thr was nth t do
and the whole lot of guys were still playing volleyball.
i wanted t continue,
but my hands were really really a killer.
long queue.
me and ame (cous) finished and left for the bar.
had 2 bottles of drink.
actually 3 alr. had one when we came. ahhahaa.
played pool while waiting for the guys t come.
left back t harbourfront and then home.

211205
met pris at town.
headed t heeren for a walk.
bought stuffs t eat.
went t taka t get our sweets.
walked t mount e hospital t get med for grandma.
cabbed t jurong t find my cousins.
got stood up by one of my cous.
went t the other cous’s house.
which is around jurong too.
wrapped the xmas pressies thr.
ordered pizza cos i havent eaten for the entire day.
got help from cousin and the little one.
left in the evening and headed home.

♥