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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
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nights like these you listen t emo songs
and cry your heart out.
things arent gg the way the should.
leaving mi is one thing i still cant get out of my head.
life is not the way it should be.
im missing you even more,
friends truly teasured,
life's taking a huge turn and i cant keep up.
they are two worlds apart
but somehow,
both of them are angels in my eyes.
being sad for some reason,
i cant figure out.
i dont want t turn anyone down.
but i cant face myself if i see the path before me split into two.
when i see them both.
afraid of hurting the other who hurt me.
afraid of seeing you because it hurts too.
somehow your words still resound in my mind.
my life is screwed up.
or maybe just that i cant manage well.
breaking apart,
that's when all i need is you.
if youve chosen the other,
we all know life still goes on.
but somehow,
that night,
false hopes or true self,
i cant make out.
please tell me so i know.

i feel so dead,
i just want t sleep on.


♥