Don't run.

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040506

trng was tough today. i was pushing myself. i did, but i admit not hard enough. because if i hadnt, i would have been like stopping or smth. i admit i wasnt pushing hard enough and it's not to my expectation. and to most people, it's not that we want to give up, maybe it's not clear that we all do want t be part of the team.

am i making sense. ah whatever.

i do respect all the seniors who have gone through whatever it is in the past and made it till now. and for them to be able t get all the freshies' asses moving. any miscommunication today was all in a moment of anger.

♥