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Saturday, May 06, 2006
060506


entry disappeared after a long typing. fcuk. i shall cut short my story.

well im really tired these days. including sleeping at unearthly hours and waking up in the wee hours. everything is tiring me out. well ok not everything. im really afraid. afraid that i cant manage school work. lectures and tutorials are pilling up. assignments and projects are coming up. db trngs. sometimes i wonder. what if i cant catch up db trngs. what if im lagging behind in my school work. would i give up db? would i pass my asco interview? even if i would really want the asco seat would i get it. what if i cant balance school db and asco after i get in. i really dont wish to give db up.

we all want t stay in the team. what barricades me from doing so are matters that were risen due t inactual facts.

i guess the asco interview would be up pretty soon. very grateful t rong de who gave me this asco seat. i hope i can pass the interview well.

love shouldnt exist. how many people would be sparred of the pain and agony. no more sour feeling when somebody stabs you from the back.

surrounding us are invisible and dangerous lies. overtrusting pays a big price.

im tired. goodnight.


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