boys 2 men-hard t say im sorry
smth is definitely wrong with me. im feeling really fucked up. some fucking screwed bitch. fuck this kinda feeling. all was well today. and tonight i come home, switched on my next best friend, the laptop, and go straight t itunes and there goes the new me. i hate deceiving people on how im okay. but at the same time, you dont want the whole world t realise how WEIRD you actually are. body feels hot and everything. or maybe im jst having cold hands and feet. now i need a time away, but with a great listening ear. but i rant on and on, clueless of what the fuck im even talking about. wake me up somebody please. im gg t sch tmr with a pair of puffed up eyes. screw tutorials. today was supposed t be a great day. maybe there's a reason God let me feel this way. was it i havent felt it in eons or WHAT. punish me in a better way for all the sins ive committed. i feel like a total bitch now. with no fucking reason why.
JUST, FUCK.