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Saturday, July 22, 2006
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bitches: im trying hard not t put up false smiles in front of you guys every single day. im trying hard not t whine t you guys everynight about how shitty or how fucked up i feel. i dont want t do that and i feel bad doing that all the time. but who understands better than you girls.

wegg: those talks were informative and they helped me in a way or another i think. well sort of. thanks for rendering (spell) help most of the time. and being there for the times during those unearthly and sleepless nights. there are still a lot t learn from a big brother like you. still, i hate bothering you all abt it. but yeah. still, thanks.

kingston: thanks for not complaining and thanks for sharing. i know how it feels to hate (alrt maybe not hate but dislike) a person. though im not good at solving other problems of yours, it was heart warming that you would sit and listen to me rant on and on abt stupid and wild thoughts. thanks.

ame, nie: life's not complete without the both of you. we have grown this old tgt and what more do we not knw abt each other? you guys were there at my deepest and my best. we shared many wonderful stories tgt and im really thankful for you all being such loving cousins. taking care of me, being the little one and ensuring im well and not hurt. im believing i wont be. thanks girls, you're all lovely.

korkor: the way you scolded me online wasnt exactly what i thought it would be. i knw im ought t be scolded, but you knw it isnt that i dont want t heed your advice, it's really unbelievable how im going about t even think and imagine it. i do take your advices and im glad you listened t me. it's time i need and im giving it t him. time. im holding and waiting. but dont you worry, i will ask him what youve asked me and from there i'll get the answers im looking for. thanks for being there korkor.

i dont want t fight alone;
could you all be there t fight with me.


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