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Thursday, August 03, 2006
030806


times like this when i breakdown and cry,
i question myself if it was necessary at all.
but my feelings and emotions run wild,
they're hard to organise.
i wonder what you're thinking,
i wonder why im doing this t myself.
pain and scars are they worth.
numbing myselfso i dont feel any pain,
is it worth.
many cared but still as stubborn.
i need you, my pillar of support,
t give me strength when i need em,
not false hopes.
useless, torn, ruined, damaged, broken,
mix them all up they form me.

dont leave me alone;
please.


♥