Yup, these moments of truths. Have you ever stopped and wonder, how much you put your trust and faith into a person, but turns out it is all in vain? Time and time again, you repeat phrases and phrases in your head, you feel as if you're hypnotizing no one else but yourself. You say, "I don't need you here for me Baby, I can stand even without my two feets and my eyes closed." It becomes a 'mental-drainer'. These strains are showing as well, you're not the only one, you're not the only hand that claps on its own. We share this together and we're gonna get through it together. But all the times I try so hard, you don't seem to realise. You just don't. I feel the piercing of the needle right through my heart, how it aches everytime you speak. I take a peek at the brighter side, I try and I try, to stay on the brighter side, it's so hard to do so when you let me face these emtional drifts alone. Have you tried asking why these feelings they fade, have you ever tried to think about how it would be if only we tried? I can't imagine the impact of those words, like a bumble bee, just one, which stings you once, twice, thrice. The pain intensifies, slowly, gradually. I want to be the old me Baby, where I'd laugh at all those stupid jokes and actions, at all the things that revolve around me. I don't envy, I'm just as satisfied as they are. Those changes to be made.

Ah, there's the very late figgy.

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