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Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Can we take a ride and back


I'm blogging cos there's this reason to blog. It's been a long 5months since I stepped out of a relationship. But is it the feeling of being missed, or the touch of a loved one that leaves me in nothing but tears which I can't even contain. Hey, this feeling feels familiar. He's got nothing to lose if I just hold on. They don't really see what's in this little soul of mine and unleashed, my heart turns sour my eyes become swollen. There was no one or nothing I could really rely on, only the 3kg Dell Inspiron 6000. Every single night it brings my morale lower, and I recalled how I used to tell myself it was going to be as easy as ABC.

There was nobody who could understand what I feel this very second. Sometimes I really ask myself: Why smile when it is fake? This torment I put myself through it's not coming to a standstill. I thought it was, but matter of fact it isn't. You put lies together so perfectly, you lie to the world around you and you lie to me. I would put myself away in jail just to see you change. This feeling I can't carry on for at this point of time I am just going to break down and go back my old ways.


♥