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Saturday, May 12, 2007
Don't let it get me


I'm so tired of coming home every single day hearing the same few repeated sentences. I really don't feel the warmth anymore, I'm sad, not because of a simple lecture, I'm sad, because I can't feel anything anymore. It doesn't seem to be the way it used to be anymore. I'm sad, this is just so depressing. There's no one who really understood what I needed and what I want and I hate it when there is no road to turn to. None of you tried. You just thought it was justified to lecture me without asking me a single thing. It is just so not fucking justified. It wasn't just before I had this type of feeling. I feel loved by friends around me and that was it, but it shouldn't be this way. Nobody tried to put themselves in my shoes. Nobody praised me for doing well. Nobody was there when I needed them. Nobody know how I feel.

I'm really tired and I don't know what I'm going to do. I hate the way things are. And I hate even more, myself. My world is really spinning and I just want to get out of it.

Fast.


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